Pick (yourself) up

Most of the writings in this blog were written long ago. Just recently, I decided to revisit and write here, why? perhaps because I've seen how strategic and how superficially I dealt with some things and rarely dealing with deeper issues, like self-worth, happiness begins with you. It is about picking yourself up. Not about who the right person but about becoming a little more of what you want in another. 

Especially, us men, who rarely shower and think it's sexy to have pizza leftovers all over the place, we need to be very, very clean, it ranks as high on the hierarchy of things-that-matter-most as discretion and confidence. Look, they were meant to be a little controversial, but we may be in need of revising ourselves, because things have changed and the way I go about things too... nowadays things are less technical, more complex. If things don't go your way, as is the case sometimes, just give plenty of space and go out and mingle from time to time. You'll come back to it later, provided you didn't screw your chances by being yourself. Okay, I gotta be hard on you, because if it doesn't hurt, it doesn't count. She doesn't need a pussy; she already has one. 

Of course, I don't express regret past writings. I think this blog was written in a visceral manner, with little, if any, time for reflection. Therefore, it was at times so raw, reason like lighting would reverberate through dark passages like a familiar face in an alien world. I cannot say that, at heart, I couldn't agree with most of that ink. It is brutally honest, and it definitely didn't help when it was leaked outside the few chosen people I had sent this blog. No more than five people, and nowadays I still get visitors on a daily basis even though I stopped writing this blog more than seven years ago. That's just probably lost bloggers who go searching for blogs everywhere, and count as reads, but who knows, maybe no one listens, few say otherwise, so we're left alone to ourselves and we have our say and then we say good night.